The Artist-Silverstein
its what I'm listening to,
Okay lets get down to business here,
I just started school,(see I told you we wouldn't even go on a trip)
and its my senior year,
I'm not sure how to put this out there, but here I go.
I feel like the world just fell on my chest,
All the decisions that I havent made yet, that are expected by everyone to have already been made,
I haven't decided where I want to go to collage or what I'm going to do with the rest of my life,
and I refuse to be 30 years old, without a job and still living with my parents,
and then there's the whole issue of my confidence level, which by the way is extremely low at this point.
and I feel like there isnt much of anything that I'm good at.
I mean I can barely write this freakin blog,
The me with common sense tells me to slow down, I haven't even reached my graduation yet, stay calm and I'm just overreacting,
But does that stop the thoughts from bulletining through my mind, ripping and tearing as it flies by.(poetic ain't it)
Its the rest of our lives at hand! what the heck am I gonna do with this.
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
In other news
I really want to express my gratitude to you guys who actually read this, its super touching, and I thank you very much from the bottom of my heart.
You are Awesome dudes.
so yeah, didn't mean to get all sappy on you.
Also my farewell will be changed.(see below)
Live Long and Prosper
Liz out
Last Train Home- LostProphets
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