Its a brand new year. I will be the first to admit it, I'm a pessimist. I tend to never get my hopes up. However, I have high expectations for this year. Instead of making a ridiculously difficult new years resolution, I've simply decided to ENJOY MYSELF this year. I usually put my personal happiness at the bottom of the list of "Important things", so this year I'm going to try my best to smile more, to have a less conservative attitude toward new things, new experiences and new people. I know I've said I wanted to become a rock because rocks don't feel anything they just lie around not caring about anyone or themselves or weather they are a rock or not. But I cant stop caring. I have decided that I no longer want to be a rock, Instead I should like to be play-dough. I'm going to let life tear me apart and roll me around and mold me into something (someone) alive, I've got great people in my life now, and I don't want to lose them by being indifferent about everything, In fact, I like them quite a bit, I want to continue having them near by. I want to have opinions, I want to care. Because that's one of the most human things I can do. I can care. What I'm saying is, I want to keep living, while there is life on earth. Happy New Year.
-Liz
